Dreaming In Black & White

Layin in bed alone tossing and turning
It's so hard to sleep with so many nightmares
Can't really relax enough to doze into dreamland
Is this what my life has become
The world around me so frightening
I cry out to the heavens
So many things going through my mind
Happiness feels like a touch away
So lonely and afraid of my fears
Sometimes I wonder if anyone out there cares
I'm tryin to express myself the best way I can
Ground control to station one

My dreams so close but so far away
Within grasp but a blurred concept
Feels like I'm dreaming in black & white
It seems like a never ending cycle
So scared of the rejection
Dreaming in black & white

Waking suddenly in the night sweating
Your ghostly touch so scary but yet soothing
Shadows blurred hard to discern
The words on the tips of my lips
Confusing as much as it seems to most
My mind is non stop madness
Caught between two worlds
So many feelings inside I can't express
I've been through a hell most can't comprehend
An internal conflict with only one solution
Trying to find the words that only eyes can speak
Ground control to station one

My dreams so close but so far away
Within grasp but a blurred concept
Feels like I'm dreaming in black & white
It seems like a never ending cycle
So scared of the rejection
Dreaming in black & white

It feels like your watching from a far
Waiting for the perfect moment
My patience is wearing me thin
I see your face yet it's still blurred
Your soft flowing hair and smile
Is it fate or my imagination
You have a calming effect
Deep inside I feel it's true
I must follow my own path
So must you but only time will tell
Ground control to station one

My dreams so close but so far away
Within grasp but a blurred concept
Feels like I'm dreaming in black & white
It seems like a never ending cycle
So scared of the rejection
I wonder if I'm dreaming in black & white

Copyright 2007 Rebeka Kastler